So yesterday I started my ana diet. I am feeling really good about it.

Yesterday I think I consumed... maybe 300 cals. Lots of water, a carrot, apple juice. I had dinner, but I purged, so I cancelled it out.

Today, I've had water, granola and 1% milk (about 285 cals total) and a few bites from leftovers last night. I know I shouldn't have but my stupid mother made my favorite. It was funny though: I had a few bites, then the bowl slipped out of my hand, spilling all the spaghetti angel on the floor.

I took it as a sign from god.

So now I have a partially full stomach, steaming hot pomegranite green tea (no cals!) and a full puppy dog laying by my feet.

Oh, and a nice menthol cigarette in my fingers.


I'm happy.

Current Mood: happy

 So I can't possibly imagine why anyone would read this. I don't have much to say that's interesting.

I have opinions and philiosphies. But I'm not as cool as Thoreau or Emerson or anything.

I'm in college, studying for an Associates in Arts and Sciences for Foreign languages. Japanese would be the foreign language, by the way. But I really want to learn them all. I took German but I'm nowhere near fluent. I hope to be though. On my list is: German, Japanese (obviously,) Greek, Italian, Latin, French, and Spanish, I suppose. My stepbrother learned Arabic and it is a beautiful language, so maybe Arabic as well.

I just love languages.

Which is why I'm also a writer. I love writing more than life. I have a job, but I go and write for eight hours, so I essentially get paid for writing. Tehe. Isn't that awesome? I really want to write for the rest of my life. It's one thing I never get tired of.

Another is guitar. I love guitar. It's another outlet I have.

I like movies, the mall, hanging out with my sister and other friends too. I think I'm pretty normal.

I love love love Harry Potter, but i love fanfictions more. Particularly Severus Snape and Lucius Malfoy. Pretty much with any pairing.

Current Mood: creative